Saturday, January 31, 2009
4e1 won the Chinese new year class decoration. All of us were so happy. Mrs lee treated us to a KFC meal. Somehow, i felt guilty. I did not play my part as the decoration committee member or even a student of 4e1. I did not help in the decoration at all.
It is a happy occasion, so i should stop saying all this.
New year day is just like any other new year days. But on the second day, i discovered a very good Chinese movie. The name is 葉问。it was a Chinese Kong fu fighting show. I had never like Chinese kong fu show, but this one is really great. Yip Man(read in 广东） is Bruce Lee's shifu.
Just like any other house visit. It was boring. We maybe relative, but we are not close. So other than watching TV, we played our ds.
I have to get of now. I will continue later.
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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Too busy for blogging these days. i will upodate it this weekend, sorry.
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Monday, January 19, 2009
The day start off really good. I go a be-lated birthday gift from Michelle. However, things go wrong. My money was stolen. 74 dollars in total. Among the 74 dollars, 40 are the red packets my grandparents given me for birthday. It also include the 5 dollars from my brother, and the leftover of the money my uncle gave me for a birthday gift. ( he gave me a sixty dollars. I had about 186 dollars in total, including my savings, but i spend part of it on Revolution 4.) I was scolded by my parent. My father actually called the school. I felt so bad that my father actually disturb the school stuff. Hai...
I was so sad that i cried in the school. I had never cried in school before. It must be so embarrassing for a 16 year old to cry in school. Hai... Lucky Chinese new year is coming, if not, i will have to live a long time without a cent.
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Friday, January 16, 2009
Today, i got a be-lated birthday gift from Justin. We have been friends since primary one. Come to think of it, ten years had passed. We are still good friends. He gave me a D Gray-man decorative pin, which i already have. Nevertheless, thank for your gift, i really appreciated it.
We have our Higher Mt lesson in the Design Studio. I thought it was suppose to be a normal lesson time, but when a reporter and a cameraman stepped in as well, i know that i am going to hate this lesson very very much.
Just like what i expected, we were being interviewed. When it was my turn to speak, i simply turned my head away and keep my mouth shut. No matter how hard the reporter try to get me to talk, i just ignore her. I know i am being rude, but those who know me well enough will know that, i hate presentation. For someone who hate presentation, do i still need to tell anyone that i don't want to be the center of attention.
This lesson is among the worst lesson in my 13 years of education. Not only did it not end in time, but the students were constantly forced to talked. Moreover i was so hungry then. I just wanted to go home. I get to a point i was so angry that i actually show my attitude to my teacher. I gave him angry stares and do other work when the reporter is talking to us.
Maybe it was one of my mood swing, but after i reached home i cried for no reason. I am simply being stupid. Maybe i go too much "desserts" and i now have "diabetes". Except that my "diabetes" is curable. All i have to do is to "make myself throw out all the desserts"(relieve stress). Never mind if you don't my analogy, just know that i am so stress that i need to relieve it.
I stopped crying after awhile and went to do my history essay, which is to be sent to Mr Siva by today. After that, i bathe, than went to the school for the parents meeting session that my parents never attend. Isn't that an irony. After that, i went home at about 8 and have an blogged this. I am going to sleep now. Bye guys.
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Today was my birthday. It was supposed to be a happy day, but it end up not so happy. I got two red packet from my grandparents, two gift from my best friends, a five dollars from my brother. I did not get anything from my dad, sis and mun. On top of that i am supposed to buy my own birthday cake.
It was an irony isn't it. Buying a birthday cake for myself. I remember that when i was young i actually, asked one of my friend to give me a birthday give. She scolded me and this was what she said," a gift is something people give you because he or she wants to, not being force too," i felt so ashamed then. From them on, i never asked for any gift.
I did hint people about my birthday, hoping that they will give me their blessings, but who won't want gifts. Ok some people may not want it, but i like getting gifts. My dad had never give me any gift since i was one year old, but my mun and sis had been giving me gift for 15 years of my life.
Come to think of it, maybe it was because of the economic crisis. Well... whatever happened it is over. i am offically 16 now. I must be more sensible. I can't just fuss over not getting gifts.
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Monday, January 12, 2009
Today, i got my GCE chinese o level results. It was great! Really great. I got an A1 for it. YEAH! Before i got my results, i was so worried. I keep mumbling about getting a B for chinese. Getting a B is never good to me. To me, B is as if i had just passed. I can't accept B.
My friends all said that i would get an A. Viki also assure me that i will get A1. She told me to tell her my result after i got it. And she said that the first sentence she is going to say to me is that," See, i told you so," But i can't see the hope. Mr Yip had said that only 7 students get distinction in our higher CL class. And i could roughly guessed who. Michelle, HaiQiang, Wu Dong, Jia Hui, Lansin, Jolanda, Jia Ting. I can seriously see no hope.
When i got my result, i was really surprised and happy. I shared the joy with my friends. I called my parents immediately and you know what my mother said. " You daily homework oso never see you do so well," Which is very true. My homework sucks.
I felt happy from the bottom of my heart. But deep down in that heart, i detect something worrying me. It is my Chemistry SPA file. When Mr Tan returned the file to the class, i did not get it. Mr Tan asked me to go and asked Miss koh. I hasn't get a chance to asked her today, so i will do it tomorrow. I am scared that teacher miss place it. I know that i had handed up and i am 100% sure. I hope that my file is really with her.
Overall, it is a very good day. This A1 is the best birthday gift ever. No, it should be advance birthday gift, for it was only two more days to my birthday. That's all for today. Bye guys.
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Friday, January 2, 2009
Today was the first day of my sec 4 life, my first day of school in 2009. I was looking forward to it as Friday was the day when students get to go home at 12.10p.m. As usual, the introduction of teachers during assembly, then to the principle's speech.
The principle said something before he made his speech. He said that this speech he was going to make was going to be a short one. And guess how long did he delivered his speech, 21 min. My friend actually timed him during the speech.
As per-normal, no one listened to his speech, and as expected, we clapped and cheered happily after he had ended his speech. The horror came after i went back to class. After Mrs Lee changed our places, i am no longer sitting with my best friend Qinhua. It is not that i don't like to sit with other people. It is just that Qinhua is my very close friend. I felt a bit uneasy and uncomfortable when she was not with me. Don't get me wrong, we are not lesbian. It is just that of all the classmate, i am closest to her.
I am now sitting with Viki. She is very kind and friendly. She is a good girl, so sitting with her is a good chance to make friends with her and to get to know her. She had her own group of close friends too. The new time table make my day worst. I had two period of higher CL after all my non higher CL classmate went home. All were going home at 12.10 and i am going at 01.10. My heart sank. I am so tired and i want to go home and rest.
During PC lesson, Mrs Lee made my day even harder. She was choosing people for the Decoration group and the Recreational group. When she asked for the Decoration group to stand, i remain seated. I don't one to be in any group. Qinhua was seated too. But then Mrs Lee picked me and insisted that i be in the group. She picked me and never picked Qinhua. I felt totally disappointed.
The distance with my best friends has lenghten. I know that i am dependent on my friends. That is because, without my close friends, i panic easily. I felt alone and empty. Then things never get better, but worst. Jolanda and i are going to get separated during Higher CL lesson. We are going to study Higher CL at different time slot. Now all my friends are a little further away from me then when we are in sec one and two. Those days were my happiest days ever.
Now, we are only left with recess time and the well-being run period to be together. Although i had the run, but for once i thank god for having this run so that i can spend time with them. Friends are way too precious to me and i can't loss it.
Now i am trying to find ways to get Jolanda to study with me. I could help her with maths and she can help me with English. This an o level year, and studies was all that matters.
Talking about o levels, i felt sad. On the 12-1-2009, i am going to get my Chinese o level result. I think this is going to be the worst birthday gift ever for this year. For getting poor o level results affects my mood and emotion for my birthday on 14-1-2009. Let just hope for the best.
Got to go now. Thanks for listening to my crap.
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
I got dunno how long never update my blog le. Busying with this and that, i hardly have time to get my computer on. Today, i will write a summary of what happened during my nov/dec holidays 2008.
During the holiday, i earn myself 20 dollars. 10 dollars 2 hours. I work for two days. Guess who is my boss. It is Mrs Yue. She is leaving us and had a lot of work to clear. So she sms me and hired me. Hee...hee... It was fun and not tiring at all. I get to know how is it like to work in an office. Because Mrs Yue's table doesn't have enough space form me, she told me to do the work on Mr Felix"s table.( Dunno Felix spell correct a not) Mr Felix is not coming over that day, so i get to work on his table in the HOD room.
After i worked for the first day, I went out with Jolanda this time to Northpoint. We went to the new part of Northpoint, and it was a great disappointment. They sell clothes and food, nothing much. But the new yishun library is not bad.
As days passes, holidays got shorter. My homework is piling up, but i simply do not have the feeling to do. It is going to be bad if this goes on for this year, i am having my o level. Nevertheless, i kept playing my NDS. My brother had got a old game that i had never played before. It is digimon dusk. It might be childish, but it is fun. I got digimon dusk and my brother got digimon dawn. Day and night i played.
So now you know why i am busy. I busy training my digimon. HaHa... This is call playful more then busy. But i am oso busy on olther things. Cleaning my room. It is terrible. All the drawers and cupboards are piling with juck and dust. Even my school homework and books got dust. My sister is not helping at all. So every time when i want to throw something of hers, i have to take that thing, go to the living room where she is, ask her if she want it, then go back to my room and throw them in the bin.
The thing is i dun feel tired at all. In fact, i am very endu/entu about it. Even my sister is oso shock. I seldom do these thing. After i did the cleaning and packing, the result was great. The room is neater, and my favourite Twilight posters is up. This is a good chance to call me away from my gaming. There is about a week that i am so addicted that i woke up at morning 0530 to play the game, and to sleep at 12 at night. Isn't this horrible.
Good news to me. My family had change the sofa at home. The coffee table too. My uncle brought it. It has: 1) 3 by 2 seat sofa. White in colour with free pink cushion. 2) A single seat sofa, something like armchair. Same colour as the sofa. 3) Dark brown wooden coffee table.
N.o. 2) Is specially for my Grandfather. But he dun like that sofa for him. My grandma was a little angry for his ungratefulness for the single seat sofa cost 400 dollars!
When my uncle and some of my family members when to see the furnitures, i almost lost my phone in the shop but leaving it at one of the sofa on sale. Lucky my sister got it back. This shows that i am so clusmy. I must change this.Now that we go this extra sofa and a black colour armchair(My uncle brought the armchair a few years ago and now he is getting a new one, so he gave it to us) from my uncle, my living room look much smaller but cosy.
This incident i am going to talked about is my favourite. But it made me look crazy to others. And that is Twilight. Guess what, i watch Twilight in movies 2 times. First on 18 dec the official release and sec on 22 sec. It is really very good. If there is a chance i would like catch its sneak preview for all the sence are in it. The actual one got some sences removed. But i am still very happy though. And if anyone want to treat me to another Twilight movie, i will be very happy to watch it again.
New Moon is coming out this year nov/dec. It is going to clause with o levels, i think. It is the best it does not. This time i will watch it 3 times. Then Eclips will be 4 and Breaking Dawn 5 times. So i have to start saving now. I go so much to buy this year. The following will be my shopping list for the year:
1. Harry Potter and 3 New Noon movie tickets
2. A new phone.( My exsiting one a bit crazy)
3. NDSi( i am going to sell my NDS and buy the new DSi)
4. Speakers for my computer.
5. Birthday presents for friends:)
6. Revolution 4
7. ( i dunno what else, but still got...)
So i got to save alot of money to get them.
I had finished my homework this afternoon, and now i am ending this entry for if i go on any long, you guys will fall asleep. QinHua and Jolanda, dun for get that you promised me to watch New Moon Movie with me this year.
I think i might not have lots of time to update my blog as school had reopened, therefore i apologised in advance. Sorry. Last but not least, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!
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